I was inspired my Marta's latest post about stream of consciousness writing.I kind of
can’t believe I did it. I also can’t stop with this
boldness. It’s the
new me!
I met a cute boy last weekend. I couldn’t stop looking at him, watching him in my peripheral. I even snuck (though it didn’t look too sneaky) a photo of him. Later that night I facebook stalked him
(friend of a friend of a friend, you know). Yes,
I’m a stalker, and a damn good one at that. I didn’t want that day’s meeting to be the last contact. After 3 days of
deliberating and building up
courage I decided to send him a message via facebook. I didn’t bother mentioning
how I found him.
He’s a guy. He probably won’t even wonder.
Once I made the decision to be
uncharacteristically and ridiculously bold I
acted. In fact I didn’t even spend time thinking about it because
I knew I could talk myself out of it. I just did it.
Bold and
brazen. I emailed him, told him I’m up for getting together and left the rest to fate.
We’ll see what fate does with it.
It felt good to be bold. So good in fact that I decided to be bold with
4 other boys-
one I recently went on one date with, one I’d like to go on a date with, one from the past and one with whom I’ve never managed to get out of the ‘friendzone’.
I made a decision about an hour before I sent that first email.
I am going to go after what I want. I’m going to
make things happen in my life. When you look at all the really
lucky people in the world there is
one common trait. These are people who are
not afraid to be bold and take risks. The risks don’t always pay off but sometimes they do. And those are
great pay offs.
Of course, there is the likelihood that
I’ll be rejected by some or
all of these boys. And
that’s ok because at least
I’ll know. And once I know I’ll be able to
close the door of wondering and
move on, move forward.
How will YOU be
uncharacteristically and ridiculously bold?
And just for funzies, here's a picture of my friends that i happen to fancy (the picture, not the friends, you know).