perhaps it's all just wishful thinking... or wishful speaking, as it were.
so, what's what? good question.
life continues in an extended holding pattern. after 3 years, i still answer "i don't know" when my mother asks me what i'm going to do about my life. and yet, i feel change creeping over the horizon. good change? to be determined.
i may be orphaned. i may be relocated. i may be happier. i may be lonelier. i may be poorer (as if that were actually possible). but what i will be doing is going forward. daring to change. and it scares me to death and excites me to no end.
the important thing is this:to be able, at any moment,to sacrifice what we arefor what we could become.-charles dubois